In order to create what you want
you have to learn to "think from the end"
what this means is visualization........
visualize what you want as you would like it to be
see it clearly in your mind's eye,
draw pics of it,
write down the intention,
and see it done now
(don't let the ego & fear move you into doubt)
allow yourself to feel it done,
then the universe will take care of the details
and show you the needed steps to take
learn to train yourself
to think from the end
in order to create whatever you desire in your life